((((((((((((( Shangrala ))))))))))))))))))))

This is sounds like a very stressful situation. I have never dated someone from a distance like your situation but my advice is to do what your heart tells you. You really care for him and if you were to end it before you get a chance to meet him irl then I really think you will regret it for a long time.
Leave your heart open and love will always find a way(corny I know but true most of the time)
Try to make some time to do things that help relax you, it may help you to reconnect with him in an emotional way if you are more relaxed.