Hang in there Dear... It can really be a long process which probably doesn't make you feel better but as long as you keep being honest with yourself and with the pdoc, it'll go much smoother. It's really hard to go through and I'm sorry you're just starting out with it, but stick with it and keep doing what's asked of you and hopefuly you'll find something that works in only a few attempts. That being said, realize that most medications you start won't even start working in your system for several weeks. Again, sorry you're going through this and I hope that you find something that helps you out soon!