Thank you all for your responses.

I spoke with my potential new T and made an appt with her for Jan 6th...super nervous.

So far I am not sure what to think or feel. I am feeling super overwhelmed with my move and starting my new job...and now a new T...I want to call T and go in and see her

All I want to do is "go away" for a little while and not think about any of this, but I only have three weeks so I can't and I am fighting the urge.

My brain feels so jumbled and messy--per usual, but even more so with everything I have going on. I dont even know where to start or what to do or what to focus on...and I want T now...she always seems to make things clearer for me. I want her to tell me I'm going to be okay...

I feel like Im making a big deal out of nothing-- like im whining...but im scared as heck...i get easily overwhelmed and panicky over things...maybe i am just oversensitive...idk..i want T...