Hey again!
I'm still here hanging onto the oars! : ) I suppose I'm doing ok as far as reaching a plateau of sorts (but trust me, its no plateau I want to stay trapped on). I'm hanging in there, which i suppose is the best case scenario at this point. Right as I sit here I'm fighting off the urge to cut, so maybe if i keep sitting here and typing it will go away (haha, if only it were that easy.) Really all I wanna do is go drown my sorrows in my bottle of klonopin, but I have a feeling that would not end well. But more than anything I can't tell you how refreshing it is to have someone to talk to, cause I have NOONE who actually understands what I'm going through here, they only make assumptions. So it really helps me to know that you actually noticed I haven't been around (thats cause ive been slaving away at work all day : ( ) but Anyways, I hope you are hanging in there too, i guess we just need to keep on rowing : )

-<3---- Kelly