Hi blue,
I'm kinda dipping in and out of the feelings surrounding my mother at therapy just now too. It seems to happening slowly, I'm not sure if this is just because if i let it all out at once it would be overwhelming, or maybe that my brain is trying to protect me a bit. Its good that you are starting some where with it all and the feelings will come eventually!
My mum has also told stories about me to relatives and old friends of the family, she's also very well respected and very well likedbecause very few people have seen that nasty side to her. She's a bit of a jeykl and hide.
Good luck with the assignment, and try to stay safe when you're doing it.


