babysteps and pegasus....seems i just glibly came into this discussion without knowing all the facts.... and I apologize for just jumping in without all the facts........and the facts are becoming clearer and clearer to me now......

there was much more to this than I knew...... and the issues behind this issue. but who can say more around here with the big red pencil always looming over our every post, ready to censor whatever is deemed inappropriate???

makes my trust issues just a bit harder to deal with, makes me glad I wear my prickly coat of skepticism, as uncomfortable as it can be, what I am, what I say, what I have experienced is valid, whether anyone here feels it is or not. that i am as erasable here as I am in my real life, my every day existence, is not a great revelation, nor a great disappointment.....just a sad sigh..... here is there, there is here, finding safety and sanctuary? the search goes on..... they can take my words, but they cannot take my hope.