Wow, thank you so very much for being so supportive and understanding. It wouldn't be possible for me to tell you how much it means to me right now. I walked through my day today feeling like I was moving through glue, just going through the motions. To come home and read your words here, well, you can just tell when someone gets what you are going through and you obviously do.

Truthfully, I really didn't want to go the therapy route because it didn't do much for me in the past. But, after reading this, I'm changing my mind. Why not. It's not like it will make me any sadder/worse off. I do want to be proactive and force myself, if I have to, in doing things maybe I don't want to. Whatever it takes.

Anyway, thank you all again. So many good suggestions. You all are great. I'm anxious to learn more from you and, hopefully, help you realize you aren't alone either.

p.s. This might seem really silly (because it probably is) but I mentioned I had "high profile" jobs. Later, I thought that seemed a tad pretentious! I don't mean I'm Queen of the World. I just have jobs that put me in constant interaction with both the public and my coworkers. Anyway, just felt a little self conscious about my verbiage there.