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Old Dec 14, 2009, 09:18 PM
SheilaJane SheilaJane is offline
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Originally Posted by Bill3 View Post
Such experiences must have been terrifying for you. I'm so sorry that you had to go through them, and, it sounds like, for such a long time, too.

What were you angry about the last time you were intensely tempted to cut?
Mostly it was actually my stepfather. He and my mom are in the process of getting a divorce... but he's been like my dad since I was 6, so, you know... I'm pretty close to him, I guess. Anyway, he wanted me to go to church with him and I wasn't feeling it... but he handled me saying "no" really badly emotionally and ended up peeling out of the driveway without saying a word to me. I figured that I had hurt him and that I should have just gone to church with him and then everything would have been alright. So, yeah... I was kind of pissed at myself for that. You know?