I am sorry you are hurting WW. I have been feeling like running away (from here) and naughty, sad, little, and that I dont belong, but those feelings maybe aren't true. M is pissed off with me and I don't blame him. But I am lucky that my back is ok, I feel for you on that. Hoping and wishing for you that things get better soon
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