Thanks WP and Hunny and Anderson for reading this

@WP hmm I'm kinda leery about drugs I'm not sure why anymore. I just am scared of them. Right now it's not an option since I don't have money or insurance. But I'm going to try to keep in mind that it will be an option if that ever changes. I feel really . . . I don't know. I just know that the thought bothers not just me but some others inside. I hope by the time I have the money we'll all be okay with at least just trying it.

@hunny I work from 4pm until 7pm only and three days a week. But maybe you're right. But I do try to go to bed at about 10 usually before my experiment and that's when things go bump in the night and I find out it was me later xD