(((((Pixy)))))

So very sorry to read about your loss. Perhaps it may help if you would put yourself in your friends place. Say it was you that had passed. Would you want her feeling the way you do?? Probably not! I bet she would 'not' want you to feel this way either. I don't know if this helps, and I don't know if this is the right way to look at it, but it is a loss, and when we lose something we dearly love, we do have this total empty feeling in our soul.
Hope your feelings are better soon!

Prayers,

SongBird,