You are brave to go on with the desensitisation, Berries!!!! That is hard stuff. Just remember the depression will try to make it even harder for you to continue with it, will make you feel more fear, more pain, more hopelessness. Hang in there. If you atrt doubting, my friend, please come back to these threads and read the truth about yourself. Don't let him continue to saboutage you! HUGGGGGGS. Take us with you to the sessions, if only in paper form!!