I'm not actually fat. I'm not far over 8 stone, but i feel like a whale. I don't really have meals. I cook proper meals for my brother and my sister sometimes, but it's rare i'll make an actual meal for myself. There's no one to check- as i live with my Dad, and he's not fussed about who eats what and when, he's rarely here.
I'm not obsessed with going on the scales, i just want to be how i was before- around 7 stone.
I'm not up for swimming as i don't leave the house much- and excersising really isn't a thing for me, if i could just stop chomping.
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You might say it's self-indulgent. You might say it's self-destructive. But you see it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
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