Tree,
I can't call her and ask her for support...it's bad enough I asked for two more sessions instead of one more...I can't call her--though i am sure she wouldn't mind...but in my crazy head, i have come to the conclusion that I can't call her. I will try and keep busy til next week...--just praying that i dont completely break down in T---it would be AWFUL for my first time ever crying in T to be one of my last sessions...

Gravvy, OMG. How are you handling the transition? It's sounds rather rough, IMO. I hope you are doing OK
It's really hard for me to express my feelings so I will probably give T a thank you/holiday card and have her read it during session...again...asking T for something extra, is something I just can't do at this point. I wish I could...I guess I don't know unless I try, huh? I guess my progress to this point has not included asking for something that I need...though I did ask for two more sessions instead of one...but I think that's my limit for now...