I can't believe it was only 11 days ago that I wrote "things are looking optimistic" because now they aren't. He won't even talk about the wedding anymore. He just kept spitting out demands about how we HAVE to have this many people and we HAVE to do things like this. I don't even want to have a ceremony at this point! He tells me that he thinks something is wrong with me and asks me why Im not like a regular "girl" and why I'm not excited about "my wedding day". Oh and by the way he keeps referring to it as HIS wedding day...not ours. I can't do anything but cry at this point. Im sorry I'm ranting.