{{{{{{{{Kelly}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} sometimes my brain kicks in and I notice things - at least the things that are important to me....

I have also been busy at work all day. See, you're looking at your bottle of klonopin and I am drinking -have been for awhile, sort of stops me from cutting. [sigh].

It wouldn't end there, you'd keep taking them until you were unable to take more, and then I'd have to steer this thing on my own.......and that is definitely NOT a good thing. Been a lot of waves in this ocean the last few days.

I haven't been in touch with my T for about a week (he's been off ill and I simply won't bother him at home when he's sick - although I desperately want to) so I'm trying to hang in there, just like you.

I won't let you stay on your plateau......at some point you will either fall off or go up - let's try to row upstream even those currents are deadly, ok?

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Mary Alice