I was fine at 7 stone. People commented on how i looked. People were nicer to me. People took notice of me. Then i had one happy bit and woosh, i put on a stone.
Everyone knows it's about the inside and not what's on the outside. So, i may be perfectly normal for my height etc, but i feel awful crap.
I could look better, but i'd still feel like a blob.
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You might say it's self-indulgent. You might say it's self-destructive. But you see it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
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