((((((((((Elysium))))))))))

I want to cry for you.. There are no easy answers to this.. I'm sorry you can't see your old T, I know how much you miss her. This is so hard when you are struggling and there's no one there. Maybe you could write old T a nice letter letting her know how much she meant to you? Whatever you do, we're here to support you through this. Talk to new T about these feelings if you haven't yet, okay?