((((((((((((((((((((((( Petunia ))))))))))))))))))))))

Yeah, my T has the clay and paper to beat on and rip up. The thing that I really can't do is yell at the empty chair that's suppose to have an abuser sitting in it. Don't really want an abuser in my safe place there.

Anger= bad. Tends to become self directed. T asked last night if I wanted to stay a few days in the hospital. Said not right now. We are dealing with it as it comes. Just hard.

Ty for the hugs my flowery friend. Your bendy green friend, Gumby_gal