I need Some Advice again,Im having a really terrible time With things these days, I know Im doing the right thing by giving a friend space and hes involved with his new life. I will always be here def if he needs me, no question and Im not interfering with his life now, trying to be respectful(unless I think its unsafe)
But how do I work on myself not being sad, Ive tried meditation, reading, listening to music, watching movieswith the fam or other hobbies but nothing works, Im still crying, Its not his fault , stuff goingon with him, he pushed me away and Im so sad, i fel like someone just knocked the air out of me.



Im not ok, All these books say take care of yourself fiirst and im trying but what do you do when someone you consider Fam disaapers out of your life?? How Can I not be sad?