I was doing really okay... then he's confusing me again...
He says he just doesn't know what he feels and hasn't dealt with any of it.
Strange but true - he's just grabbed the closest thing and latched on to happiness... but is still getting what he 'needs' from me.

I am just moving on and then all of this sort of thing happens... He's moving out tomorrow (then I'll move back up into the house for the holidays)

I can't be the one to help him through this.. and he can't help me. he gives me hope with his words but his actions are the opposite...

ARRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHH is how I feel right now LOL