hi jc and wecome! i'm sorry that your childhood so affects your life today. i can so relate.

it sounds like you were on the right track with the dr. i would suggest that you find another. however, i would suggest that you add talk therapy in. it's saved the quality of my life to the point where i needed no meds. make sure you find a therapist who is trained and experienced in trauma for adult victims of childhood abuse, ok?

(((((((((((((((jc))))))))))))))) it's hard. i know it. i can tell you...IT CAN GET BETTER.

let us know what you decide to do, ok? until then, we're here to talk, listen and relate.

be safe,

kd