I have to admit I am feeling better. Cymbalta could be starting to really make a difference now that it has been a solid two weeks.
Still have 18 days to consider what I will do.
My T got a little pissy with me yesterday when I mentioned some insurance issues I was having seeing the pdoc and that it may not matter in 2 weeks anyway.
At this time...I no longer have a pdoc. My insurance has a $2500 deductible I have to meet first before it picks up any of the tab. Figures, right...I finally say I will see a pdoc and that happens.
I have to decide if I should call my Primary doctor to see if she will be able to presribe the cymbalta.
But, I have this time line in my head and need to see how that plays itself out before I worry if I can stay on cymbalta or not.
Like I said, I am feeling better. And yet, that will not have impact on my decision. I simply need to decide if the life I have is worth living. Is it worth the pain? The hurt I have been through and keep on feeling? Is it worth new struggles that will just complicate old struggles?
Do I really make a difference in any one's life that is that significant to stay?
So many questions...so much to think about...