Hmmm, that is a very good question. My knee jerk reaction is "Oh lord I hope not", but the reality of the situation may dictate that long term therapy is the right thing for me.

No matter how hard I try, I always seem to find more down you know? It's there, long buried, but never really dead.

I used to think that there would be this one moment in therapy where all would become obvious and clear. My path would be immediately laid in front of me, and I would be happy forever after that release. Corrected and righted.

It's not going to happen that way for me. It's more like unwrapping a ball of saran wrap, pulling off one transparent, yet suffocating layer at a time.

Ultimately, I want to be free from what clings to me but it's a process I guess and not an end goal.