I know how you feel. It gets so hard sometimes to want to stay on this earth and live life. Think about and talk to the people who love and support you the most. Go on a walk (if it isn't too cold), or sit in the sun. If you have any pets, they are always supportive and will love you no matter what! Just petting an animal can make you feel a little better, even if you're below rock bottom. This forum is always here for you when you're feeling down. You have all my support!