Last day at work for two weeks... Going out with all the boys (yep am the only girl in the office) for lunch, am looking forward to it.
I have realised that I am just too tired and stressed to care anymore what his decision is. He should have made the correct choice from the start, not hooked up with a bimbo from work to ease the pain, not to mention to tell her he loves her. In a way I feel a bit sorry for her - what can I say I'm nice.
I don't care what he wants anymore. If he really had wanted me then he should never have done what he did - so am learning towards that his decision will be to remain with her.
If he wants to work things out (big if) I don't know that we can. He's hurt me deeply and I am just starting to figure out that I am okay and that I will get over this and be the happy person that I always have been.
I don't have a solution and I don't even really feel the need to fix anything anymore...
That's todays thoughts for the time being.... tomorrow am sure that I'll probably change my mind again but right now I'm GOOD