Rainbowzz,

I'm sorry that you felt you had to cut. I have done it myself many times, but it never changes anything. It's all still there, dammit.

I'm not a health care person but I think there is some window of time when getting stitches is ok and then past that they won't do it. But like I said I'm just an everyday person, not a health professional.

I imagine this episode of self injury would not go well for you in your custody battle. Whatever you do, do it with your sweet boy in mind. Take care 'bowzz.