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I sssoooo relate to what you're going through but I'm sorry you have to experience life so up close and personal.
I was married to my best friend for 28 years. He left me when I was in a deep depression following my parent's suicides. On the first day after the 30 day waiting period following our divorce he married the woman he had begun having an affair with while I was cowering from life under the covers merely trying to survive from day to day.
I never misjudged him until the end...I had always believed we'd be there for one another no matter what..and he was until I needed him most. My heart still aches and it's been ten long years.
Try to move on...so easy for others to say, so difficult to do. Love seems more elusive to me now than at any other point in my life.
Peace and happiness to you. All we can tell ourselves is that WE deserve it!
~ Melanie
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Be the kind of woman who, when your feet hit the floor in the morning, the devil says...
"Oh Crap. She's up!"
I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had.
Tears For Fears
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