Hey Junerain and Berries... thanks... I appreciate the support. After I posted that I went out to the store just to be out and among people to cool off. It didn't work... I've been stewing and it's frustrating. I don't want to be called a liar to my face. I really try hard in the therapeutic relationship to tell the truth. You all know how uncomfortable it can be at times, some of the questions are really, really personal. I don't need to tell you that. I kinda wanted to say to her, "you think every one of your patients is telling you the truth 100% of the time? You'r an butt head if you think that." I mean sometimes it's just not possible to tell the complete truth. I mean it's over now.. I can only move on from here, but it's frustrating to be 99% compliant since diagnosis, tell the full truth 85% of the time, and then get crapped on by her. She belittled me and I feel worthless and useless and downright sad. I never thought I could feel so poor from a situation but this just sucks. Thanks again for your support and suggestions.... Junerain, I have some people at a doctor's office where I used to work on the phone and calling to try to get me in sooner. Otherwise I'm going to let my family doctor manage the meds at this point. Ugh......