Patricia, it makes me so sad to read your post. Do you have any support groups in your area? I know soooooo much how it feels to not have anyone helping me. I found a group that I went to several times when I was feeling really low and it actually did help me emotionally, but I just didn't go often enough and let the depression about everything wear me down.

I'm still pretty depressed. I feel like I've been slammed with one thing after another for the past few years.

As for the ADHD, my insurance company has now started putting up a fight about giving me the meds based on my age! I can't afford them without insurance. I haven't changed prescriptions or insurance companies. I guess they don't think adults have ADHD.

Beautiful Madness, if you google "chemo brain," you'll find tons of info. For example: http://www.cancer.org/docroot/MBC/co...Chemobrain.asp