(((((Zen))))))
I dont like to give advice but I always thought that if I found myself alone at Xmas I would love to volunteer at a shelter or go spend time with elderly lonely people.
In the past, I have spent many Xmas with my family but felt I was alone.

I hope you still have a nice Christmas and I wll be thinking of you on that day I will also try to come on here since I would not be where I am without you all.