I too have been there and it hurts...I'm sorry, Zen.
Zen, I think I've read that you have a dog. Maybe a nice walk and a special dinner for the two of you? My dogs and I love curling up on the couch with a special treat and a good movie when I'm feeling down. I also like Idontknow13's idea of visiting an elderly home....maybe they'll even let you bring your dog.
I hope you will find your own special moment for Christmas. Take care.
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