After the fantastic high, there is always a fall...I know it's tempting at times to just enjoy a manic frenzy, but the way you feel when you crash, is very very bad.

I'd stay on my meds and listen to your doc or therapist. Btw, I have Bipolar and have been faithful to my meds for prolly 15 years now....I don't want to go back to the way I was when I was manic..........it's basically an illusion.

Good luck.