To those here, I wish to thank you for the support you have shown me. It is my hope that the favor was returned.

I must send this thread to advise I will not be participating in PC ... for now anyway. Perhaps not again. Perhaps if my own flavor of insanity returns and I assume to call myself attempting to get assistance in an effort to repair what can not be changed, then perhaps I will resume. But it is my hope that this internal clarity which others might say is complete madness will bring me the peace and silence which have eluded me for the entirety of this life.

To all who have been here for me - I bid you the best on your personal journey into finding a harbor for your own soul.