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Old Dec 18, 2009, 10:23 AM
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Thanks everyone *hugs*

"sell the cats? JUST KIDDING" - yup that would fix it

"current status?"
I am freaking out this morning. I asked my boyfriend to set my alarm for 9 because he had my phone in his hand at the time but he didn't do it, so I slowly woke up to crazy fears of mine and was in bed half awake for about one hour, and I can't calm down from that. It also has ruined my plan for the day - I barely have enough time in the day for what i need anyway and losing the good hour that was meant for practice is BAD. I was planning on coffee shop too, which I don't have time for now. My boyfriend also forgot to pain the scratch in my car (he scraped her up a little ) but at least he's doing that now. I'm starting to relax some even as I write this.

I guess I need to re-orient, get to work and find out if I can travel tomorrow (they STILL haven't found someone to cover me on the day I want to travel back home - its supposed to snow 2 days from now until Christmas and I don't drive in the snow much x.x)

I'm upset because I have been looking forward to this break for a while but so many things have fallen apart. I wanted to have everything bought and wrapped for Christmas before driving home, but that definitely won't happen. It looks like I'll buy some wrapping paper when I get out from work, and work from there. Maybe run by the coffee shop and try to get an hour's practice in at the practice rooms, and grab some cherries for a cherry pie I am making as a present for tomorrow.

*nervous*
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