I'm in a similar predicament as well. I have no one to talk to about my depression either. The only person I told everything to is gone. Maybe for the best though, cause she didn't try to understand it and also thought it was a tactic to catch a sympathy vote. I don't know why I bothered talking to her previously in the first place as she was hallow on the inside to acknowledge my degree of sadness and merely brushed it off as my fault, my problem. Like Byzantine, I've given up on trying or 'letting people in'. Lead me to no where and no one.

However--PC is a good place to be when you need advice, help, support or just to vent.