Thankyou- i totally see where you're coming from. Thing is i didn't notice i was that thin. It was only when i went to visit reletives that i got all the comments. My Dad certainly didn't notice. But i didn't think i was that skinny or that unhealthy (but then again, i guess my mental state took care of that for me- i just didn't care). However i did like the way my clothes felt. I didn't try and wear baggy things, i always wear tight things. And i loved to even more when i was a little lighter.

Maybe i should just excersise and i'll get it again- but i need some motivation for that first- which brings me to another point...

Last year my Doc prescribed me some kind of Motivational Supprt tablets, just for two weeks, and i can't for the life of me remember the name but is was something like Bupropion? I don't know... I've tried to do a bit of research but what i thought it was doesn't seem to fit. I mean i only had them for two weeks and i remember reading the leaflet and thinking; 'Wanker, he's given me a Placebo to shut me up.' Because it stated in the leaflet you needed a course longer than a month (if i remember correctly).

I was wondering if anyone had any idea what the tablets were? It defo began with 'Bu...'