i was brought to this thread for the title is what I feel most of the time. i am not sure why, but I do hate myself. feeling very borderline, feeling detached from people, angry, misunderstood, confused, frusterated, urges of self harm, but yet i dont have the energy to engage, feel that things are a huge mountain when reality is its just a small ant hole, and just want to cry. treatment is not going well. on DBT vacation right now, not sure for how long, but has been two months so far, appt with t on 30th, sorry for turning this around to be about me. But your thread's title stood out to me for today, I feel i hate myself!