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Old Dec 18, 2009, 05:04 PM
just2b just2b is offline
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Originally Posted by susierose View Post
just2be Thats how i feel, what you described. I try hard to not self harm as i was told by my t that if i do i get suspended from my group therapy treatment. I just find it hard to see anything im me thats ok! never mind like.

I agree. really it is not even the beginning of how I feel. I have no idea what I am feeling. I go thru emotions rather than having them. I swear i have cried 4 or 5 times today, gotten angry about 3 times, and just being here all the time. Yet when i am not crying I want to. So confused about my situation and where treatment is going.its like the 30th could come any quicker.
Thanks for this!
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