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Dec 18, 2009, 11:53 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2009
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 12,269
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Thank you for sharing your darkest feelings ((Elysium I hope it relieves you somewhat to vent these feelings. I only know you from reading your posts and I feel you're a great contributor to PC. You're funny, help others, help the underdog and other things I'm forgetting to mention. I can't address every statement you made but I think alot of these statements in your depression talking. I know we would certaintly miss you and I'm sure others IRL would too. Sometimes it's difficult to see the positives when you're so depressed. I've had bad things happen to me too and I try to focus, on what I can learn from the experience.
The most important thing for you to do is take care of yourself. I worried about you and hope you know to call 911 or go to the emergency room to keep yourself safe. The next important thing is to be patient and WAIT - you don't need to find solutions or act on your thoughts. All living things deserve to live their lives and it doesn't matter how it plays out. I know it stinks to been in pain and it's natural to want immediate relief. I like to look at pain as a means of self discovery. Here is a good link for times when you're feeling low:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
Please take care of yourself - you're one of my favorite people here.
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