You are sounding very blind right now, which is a bit understandable considering that you are hypomanic right now! For God's sake, your thinking about stopping your meds. Do some self reflection on this one! Please be honest with your therapist and psychiatrist. Even go so far as making an emergency appointments with both. To be honest, I think you might need new doctors anyways if that is an option. They perhaps could have been a bit more aggressive, yet acted safe with your months long depression.

I hope you heed this advice. At least the part of seeing your therapist and psychiatrist ASAP and being honest with both. You definitely need a med change!