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Dec 19, 2009, 06:03 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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You all are wonderful folks!! 
I am doing okay.
The general lurking malaise of the depression is still hunting and haunting me, yet I am still successfully evading it...
With the help from all of you!! 
I have never allowed myself to post my feelings like I did here. I have never allowed myself to validate my own emotions. I am reeling from all this right now, but I am sure once things level off a bit I will be able to see that this was a good thing that I let myself post these feelings.
I saw T today. I told her that I have a very difficult time expressing my truest and darkest emotions...especially verbally. I took a copy of my posts with me and showed her. This session was really hard...but the hard ones are the ones that seem the most beneficial some times.
So...all is not good, but I am okay. 
Thank you all for being here for me!! 
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