(((ALS)))

You are way too emotionally raw to call her right now, so I strongly suggest that you wait. I don't blame you for needing closure, but she will still be around in six months or a year. And if she is upset by maybe passive-aggressive reactions you may have had towards her b/c she pissed you off, she will have cooled down & will be more rational by then. I'm no expert on relationships, but sometimes it's easier to see things objectively rather than subjectively. I hope you're okay. Please try to concentrate on doing things to distract your mind. Time heals all wounds.