Rainbow- How do you feel? Youve been quiet? Hows the baby doing? Still doing well? Its OK, you dont have to write anything, I love knowing you are there. I feel your caring

Brightheart- Its amazing, huh? I get very little time alone. No time. I am not alone when I post here. I do get out now and then though. Dt started me going out- if there was anything good that came out of seeing her...I go out for dinner with friends. My 2 yo is not in school anymore so when I go to lunch, I bring her, but my friends all entertain her and if she is eating she isnt paying attention to anyone so its almost like being out to lunch with friends.

It does make me irritable when I feel like its just too much of everyone wanting me all at once for long stretches of time.

Tree- Im going to talk about it with ftt. I like that you leave things in Ts office to work on later. It relieves you of having to carry them around. And letting my younger parts rest. I feel my 5 yo and 8 yo pushing at me to act out. UGH! I will ask ftt, I dont know how to let them rest, I never have because I didnt understand what was going on. And then to be present in my life now. I dont think I have ever been "closer" to my younger parts than I am now.