Guess I should write this at the beginning of my depression. I know I will be lurking here but won't respond as much I bought a used couch...the guy didn't charge for the bed bugs hidden inside. So when they migrated to my other couch and finally my bed I had my apartment professionally treated just for bed bugs. So $400 and 2 months later and they are back! I am in the process of moving and leaving behind my bed and couches. I have bites and they itch...I have scabs all over my body. I hate this. I also hate cold grey wet weather and I use public transportation and sometimes waiting in the cold sure is torture. I am looking for work while my VA benefits to get denied. I am broke from the unsuccessful bug treatment. I also forgot to order my lithium so I have been out 2 days. Have a 5 day wait. I always take my meds so this should be interesting. I do not hate myself, although I do hate the circumstance I find myself in. I have been low energy for a few days now...slept right through my t appointment...sigh