{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}
I have read and re-read your letter and all I can tell you is that I wish I was your "real life" friend

. You expressed how you feel and put your heart on the line. I am so sorry that you haven't heard back from her yet. I am like you, I would have made it a priority to get right back to you if things were like this.
I am trying to find the right words for me to say.....I am trying to say it in a way that won't hurt you but I think she is letting her feelings known by not getting back to you.

I am so sorry hun but that is what I am getting from her silence.
Please know that you did all you could....your letter stated how you felt...an apology if needed.....your emotions and your thankfulness for her friendship. You can't do anything else until she does....it is sad isn't it

and my heart aches for you.

Heather
"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown