I missed this thread before and I realize how much I relate to this topic. I have posted some negative things about my T but then, when I get advice to find a different T, or go back into therapy, I get very defensive of my T. Too many opinions confuse me and I don't know what to do. I'm jealous of others too, because their Ts seem better. Yet, I posted so many good things about my T in a thread about the "little things".

I always want what others have. You know, "the grass is always greener on the other side." Like some of you said, maybe it's not such a good idea to share so many details of therapy. No one can understand what goes on between us and our T. Not really. But the best thing I like about PC is finding out that many of us have the same fears and feelings about the process of therapy no matter what our Ts orientation is, and that this is a safe place to process those feelings.