I kinda felt the same. By not getting back to me she's is making a pretty clear statement. I guess this is the reason I usually just let the friendships go. This seems to hurt more. I just keep feeling loss on top of loss.
I don't understand at all what happened. We talked about friendships and the past with them. We have been thru the same things with friends. I didn't think she would ever do this. I just don't understand.
I feel so much like just giving up. What's the freaking point? It always goes like this and I have run out of people in my life to make it meaningful. If I put myself out there and make a friend it will only happen again. God, my friends, my husband and my family. What does it take? I know I am not perfect but I also know I really did nothing wrong. I haven't hurt them. I cared and tried to show it.
I am so dissapointed. I am not talking about "ending it" I just want to give up.
Thanks Heather and sorry to spew liek this. I can't even begin to express the hurt I feel all around me right now. It's just too much.
Heidu

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.- Alexander Graham Bell