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For me, whether it's because of my Borderline Personality Disorder or what, it really, really hurts when someone in my life leaves me. I don't handle rejection at well -- it tears me up. I always feel like whatever has happened was caused by me somehow or another, and I honestly just don't have the tools to deal with it. No matter if they are "Real Life" friends or my "online buddies", it hurts just the same. It just seems like life is filled with one rejection after another for me, and it just seems to get harder to cope with each and every year.
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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