Thanks for everyone's feedback.

((((((((((everyone)))))))))))))

I told my pdoc that if I was feeling worse by the time January came around that I'd go in willingly, but it's looking like (for now anyway) that I'll hopefully be feeling better by that time (Thank God!)

I'll keep it in mind for the future though, although I kinda hope it never comes to being admitted against my will. He seemed very close to doing it this time...